Friday, September 5, 2008

6.9.2008

Bored . Bored . Bored !! And I'm sooo hungry .. *sigh ..

5:00am
Woke up & drank Zappel . Hhehehe .. "Tak sahur pun" ..(eating something before i fast) . Hrmm .. nothing really interesting so far .. All I can say that I should have listened to my bro when he said "Farhana , jangan minum zappel pagi2 . Nanti sakit perut !" Cause , I'm having a really bad tummy ache now .. *sobss ... :(

7:30am
-went back to bed- Hehehe ..

12:30pm
I nearly drank a bottle of water cause I was soo damn thirsty=p ... But I didn't !! Hhmm ..
Beeep-Beeep !! 1 messege recieved . Omg ! It was Nomad who messeged me .

3:00pm
Nomad asked me out ! So , I'll be going to Alamanda today at 4pm . Can't wait . Will be watching a movie . Not sure what though . Hehehe , I'm so excited cause It's like the first time he asked me out . Anyways , what to wear ?!! (I dont even know) ...*Sighh ..

3:37pm
Gotta go . Will update my blog as soon as I get back . Chow ppl ! =)

5.9.2008

What a day to remember . The worst day of my life in fact !! The guy(Nomad) I've been caring for is in hospital . Parents are on holiday in Penang(without me) . Sister is somewhere in Germany . My friends and i are being separated for some reason . What more could there be ?!
*sigh ..

12:30pm
krriiiinnnggg !!! (School bell) . Everyone was rushing out , except for me though .. I was in class , taking my books & keeping them in my locker . As he entered my class , he offered me some help . But I didn't look at him or even speak to him . The moment he looked into my eyes , I could tell there was a secret he was hiding .

1:00pm
'The taxi isn't here yet" . That's what my brother said . Btw , I go home by taxi on fridays ! Anyways , later in the evening my parents left for Penang . Beeep-Beeep !! 1 messege recieved . Apparently , the messege was from Nomad's number . But , it was not him who messeged me !
It was his cousin ..

5:30pm
Replied the messege his cousin sent me . I could not believe it when his cousin said Nomad was in hospital . Sadly , I had to believe it ! That evening , I rushed to the Putrajaya hospital to pay Nomad a visit . There he lied on the hospital bed . Looking unconcious . *sobs ..
Tears came running down my cheeks as he called out my name .

7:00pm
Hard to believe , but I stayed there till buka puasa . His parents insisted me on joining them for dinner . In fact , when I was at the hospital , I managed to even chat with a friend , Lisa ..
(Yes Lisa..When I was chatting with you,I was at the hospital)

7:20pm
I just ate some kurma & drank a glass of water . (didn't feel like eating) . After saying goodbye to his parents & him . I went home . (still feeling weird and sad) .. The very moment I step foot into my house , my maid came running down the stairs and shouted at me . I looked at her and said "kakak , kawan saya dekat hospital tadi" . She straight away understood my feelings and left me alone .

After that , I went to my room . Cliiiiick !!(closed the light) . I just couldn't stop thinking about him . So I went straight to bed . Without even changing ..